Teenage fever

She looks like something carved out with perfection, these days I can’t seem to get her off my mind. How did I ever end up been so attached to someone?. It’s almost like I can keep her off every passing thought that passes my head.

This is the hard part now, the part where I’ve got to let her know how I feel about her, I’ve always been the shy type, always holding back my feelings, always trying to draw them even when they seem to buoyant.

As always I’ve been trying to put this one away but it just won’t leave, could it be true love? if I told my friends about it all they’d do is laugh hahaha and tell me I am not in my right mind.

Regardless of what anybody says, regardless of what she’d say, I think it’s worth the try. I always keep procrastinating and it’s not getting me anywhere, I should be man enough by now, besides all my friends are already deep into this kind of stuff. Feeling motivated, I get changed up and decided I was going to do one of the things that scare me the most which are talking to a girl.

I had it all planned out, timing is key, dress code too, peaked a spot and waited patiently like a predator stalking its prey, waiting for her to come by, still checking my self and my sides, that’s when I finally looked up, then I froze and my heart started beating fast

There she comes looking dazzling as always, her smile swept me off my feet, am surprised I am still staring back at her, she got closer and closer and my heart kept beating faster and faster. She finally got within range and I made my move….. Finally standing in front of my fantasy, I opened my mouth but the words won’t come out, fear got the most of me and all this while I’ve been trying not to fidget otherwise I give my shot away.

Peaked up my pieces and as boldly as I could say “hello” which she promptly replied with a “hi”. My name is josh what’s your beautiful name, she replied mary, (wow I didn’t see that one coming for sure, let’s hope my internet studies will get me through this one).

I didn’t want to flirt too much, so I got right to it and asked her if we could hang out sometime, just the two of us, I got her cellphone digits and I got this feeling she knew what I was up to.

Maybe she might feel the same way about me too, who knows right?. She finally left as we both exchanged byes and my eyes escorted her along. I did it finally if we are going to move to the next level is totally up to her, guess I’ll have to find as time goes on.

Just another day in my teenage life feeling like I just won a lottery, now that I did it, it doesn’t feel so bad at all. What can I say am only 16 trying to find love, you call it “teenage fever” but I call it “true love”.